I have received the reply from GoToBaby.com regarding the $50 dropshipping deposit you posted when you joined the dropshipping program. Kindly refer to the reply below -
Hi, no we do not refund it becauseit is used as a debit into their accounts
they will use when they purchase from the program.
Thanks.
Karey
E-mail: customerservice@gotobaby.com
So the way I see it, the only way for you to redeem your $50 is to purchase something worth $50 from their site.